AM I BLOODY LOSING MY MEMORY? WHY CAN I NOT REMEMBER THE NOTES TO THE SONG I PRACTISED YESTERDAY, AND IT WAS A SONG THAT KEPT PLAYING IN MY HEAD TILL THE MOMENT I FELL ASLEEP? WHY DO I FORGET WHATEVER PEOPLE SAY AFTER A FEW SECONDS? WHY CAN I NOT REMEMBER NAMES ANYMORE? WHY DO I FORGET THE SPELLING OF WORDS WHEN I USED TO BE SO GOOD AT IT? JUST WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON IN MY BRAIN? RIGHT NOW? TELL ME NOW?

Chopin Polonaise - I'm going to play it after A's. And if I forget again I will play till I remember. But why is this happening?!

I change my mind. I'm gonna tackle other pieces before taking on such a difficult challenge especially since I've stopped for so long. Maybe I should play two at the same time?